in the end,

when you got what you wanted

and life seems peaceful at the moment,

your hopes, dreams and desires have been finalized.

you realize

it wasn’t the finale you strived for.

it was the rainstorms that rippled at your heart,

the build up of water and fire consuming your mind and soul.

times people wronged you,

and tore abandoned roads in your lungs.

the earth that quaked you every time your heart broke.

the pieces you carried along with you when no one was there to help.

i hope it was everything you worked towards,

to finally be able to release the tension.

because

my dear,

the product comes with a price.

and you know

money doesn’t come easy,

and time doesn’t either.

so make sure you savor it all up before it’s all gone.

the process will be heavy,

and many times you will feel you failed,

but this is only the beginning.

so fucking

get ready.